The Inner Room

Where are you?
How does it feel inside of you?
Who am I at my very core?
Why are there all these questions and feelings?
Why can’t I simply just be “me”?
How long will it take until I find peace within myself again?
Until I can simply “be” again?

After every valley comes a mountain, right?
How can I find calm in the storm?
Turn the light back on in the darkness?
Why do I miss love so deeply?

I have everything, and yet I have nothing.
How can I fill this space with love and happiness?
Only with myself, with my “self,” with my “being”?

Simply turn the light back on.

Let the flame burn again.

On the material level, it is so easy.

On the soul level, so hard.
It is a process of purification.

The old leaves, and the new arrives.

Patience and honesty are required

Honesty with yourself and with your feelings.
The ego may step back.
You may allow yourself to fall into yourself.
Nestle into your cocoon and heal.

Step by step.

Wounds you have carried with you for decades do not heal overnight.
You cannot switch them on and off like a lamp.

But you can forgive yourself first.

Then everyone else.
You can show yourself compassion.

Then everyone else.

You can show yourself love.

Then everyone else.

With Love.

Annabelle